tsktsk. this is the last straw. i wouldnt say i'm pissed off. i'm more of frustrated and disappointed. i really didnt expect such a comment from you, really. but today really was the last time. i cant tolerate it anymore. i mean, from primary school, till now, i've been receiving comments like "sam.. dont act cute la" or "sam act blur only" seriously, do you think i have so much time to think about such stuff. "ooh... maybe i should act cute this way, or act blur that way" i mean if you really think this way, then you dont know me well enough. and for those of ya'll who are thinking "aiya, she obviously wants to defend herself" i would like to ask, why in the first place are you reading this? why would you wanna know what a "act cute" or/and "act blur" person's thinking? so yes, that cross at the top right hand corner is made just for you. go on, click it.
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anyway, back to this whole thing. i think people who have such thoughts obviously are childish and immature. if i were that good at acting, then what am i doing in beatty secondary? wont i be better off at mediacorp? if i'm acting, then i'm really good then, i've been maintaining my "cuteness" or "blurness" at such a good level. i mean people still think i'm acting cute! am i good or what? i mean hello? i'm me. what do you want me to do. put on a dull face, and be all melancholic. and then again, if i do that, those people will say, "aiya, sam is just wallowing in self-pity" tell you what, i dont crave attention. i dont mind being a loner. though i dont like to, but if being a loner frees me from people who think that i'm a fake, a poser, a person who craves attention, a person who cant live without attention, then introversy, here i come.
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this isnt the first. last year, we had this thing that miss tiffany tan wanted us to do. you write your name on a piece of paper, and pass it around class, and people will write their opinion of you. so, it'll be anonymous. so guess what, most of them were "act cute" well not most, but there were a lot of such comments. and later towards the year, it stopped. and just recently in started again. >.<" i wont mention names here. just recently, i smiled at someone. and another someone said i was acting cute. like what?! i mean that is the most shittiest bullshit i've heard in my entire life. smiling = acting cute. woahhhhhh. you have no idea how much you redefined the meaning of acting cute.
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look, i accept your apology. i just want to make this clear. this word, or rather phrase, is very sensitive to me. i've tahan-ed it for soooo long. i mean i dont mind people calling me names. though, it gets irritating overtime. but this whole acting cute/blur thing, it really is getting to me. it's plucking my last nerve. i mean if an acquaintance said that to me, i wouldnt really mind that much, given the reason that, this person obviously doesnt know me well enough. but you? sheesh man.
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for those of you who still think that i'm such a poser, a fake, a person who craves attention, a person who loves to act cute/blur, and didnt click that little X at the top right hand corner, and still thinks that i'm all of the above, i dont care. you arent worth my time. i'm doing this for the last time. if you still wanna think that way, be that way.
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anyway, today, i stayed back for the sculpure thingy initially. but guess what? after searching the whole school for miss tan, she wasnt in school! so i stayed in school and did a little homework.
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alright. that's all for today.
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toodles.
simple/elpmis
5:26 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
i'm too braindead to think of a title
i'm bored on a weeknight. something's wrong. usually, i'll be rushing like crazy to finish my homework. and on this night that i'm free, everyone else is busy. well, not everyone. not many people are online, and majority of those who are online, are busy, or away.
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i rather be busy. but then again, it's hard to say. i just read some people's blog. and i have to say. i really looooooove their english. i mean, really, i want to have good english. well, i'm TRYING to read more. trying. lols. oh gosh. i'm very VERRRRRRRYYYYYY bored.
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oh. i just thought about what to write about. i have been thinking of switching church recently. well, i've thought of it before. i really am not sure. i mean i've been in that church since i was a baby. but some people just have to come in and ruin everything. i know we're not suppose to judge and all. but i just cant help it. i wont put the blame on them. well, maybe i'm just not a strong enough christian. i mean my faith is still there. i think. but it wouldnt be there much longer. i love the adults there. but, i wouldnt say the same thing for the youth. for the youths who actually bother to read my blog, well, no offence. i'm not making any personal attacks. i go to church, or rather, i drag my feet to church, and then sit for 2 hours, and i'm out. i used to enjoy going to church.
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although my mom and dad has already agreed that if i really want to change church, that i think i would be growing better in another church, they would let me. but, i dont wanna leave gracieee alone. apparently, she feels the exact same way. and what about all those talks about "you're in that church for a reason" i mean, my church isnt getting any bigger, the least i should do is to stay in there, hang in there. perhaps a miracle would happen. my sister has been through this before i guess. well, she came back anyway. i mean, every church will have their problem. for all you know, i would meet the same problem in another church. i mean, i'll just be running away from the problem. what use is that?
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and some of you might say, you go to church to worship God and all, but you have to admit, the people there play a very big role as well. argh. i hate making decisions.
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alright, it's getting late. my eyes are tired too.
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toodles
simple/elpmis
10:33 PM
yay!
i just reached home. training was GREAT!! you know why you know why?!!?!??!? JERRY DIDNT COME!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! anyway, nothing special happened today. so there isnt much to blog about. life's getting boring. well, other than the constantly growing pile of homework, i dont really have much to do.
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urhm. oh yea, i still have to stay back tomorrow. argh! i wanna go home and sleeeeeeeeeeeep. but, i have to do that sculpture! tsktsk.
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ohwell, dinner time!
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
7:09 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
tuesday shmuesday.
wooooo!! i'm back home early! this is the first day in 2006 that i'm home this early. well, i didnt have a heavy bag, so i could bring home my homework. and fizzy was going home. so. i just went with her. it really is nice coming home this early. you can find a seat in the bus! and i really need to practice the piano. i mean yesterday, my teacher was so mad at me la! she didnt scold me, but i could see she was pretty upset. besides, i dont have much time till my exam!
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tsktsk. more people are getting sick. aish is sick. kenny is sick. yuan hong? ermm. he didnt come. lols. oh yes! i absolutely looooove sheryl!!! she helped me sooo much with my jian bao yesterday. she practically told me what to write! heh. and we chatted quite alot. heh. thanks loads girl!!!
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andandand. urhmm i pretty much forgotten everything else that happened during the day. oh well. i'm lazy to blog.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
3:58 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
what are titles for anyway?
alright. i'll squeeze some in some time to blog. piano lesson starts in 15 minutes. and.. i wont be online later. so i'll blog now.
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so... it's the first day of term 2. pretty okay. the a. math test was manageable. but i dont expect myselft to get fantastic marks. hmms. chemistry was fun. as usual. i LOVVVVEEEEE chemistry! then recess. and physics. well, aish and i were practically talking for the whole of physics lesson. well, whispering. heh. there wasnt much to listen to anyway, only vector drawings. then english! well. english was pretty relaxed because most of them had to go for check up. and yea. oh yes, a discovery made. 22/30 = very bad. lols. and lit! oh yes. today's lit lesson was probably the first noisy lit lesson in 2006. everyone participated! i mean usually, it's just maymay, jiayi, shixiong, leeyen. but hey! it was so noisy, i felt it was irritating. i mean poor miss wong was trying to talk to us, and the rest were all so into their little conversations. our class had only 20 pupils. and miss wong had to raise her voice. well she didnt scold us. from "Z for Zechariah", we diverted to science-fiction movies. and it stayed there till the end of lit lesson. which was at 2.30, cuz miss wong was called to the office.
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and after schoollll.... hmms. oh yes. i had mocha, and was daydreaming in the canteen. i wouldnt call it daydreaming though, it was more of stoning. cause my mind was blank. and training.
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training was THAT bad today. well, maybe because janet and shiqing joined us. i dont know. but anyway, it was okay. and i injured my hand. boo hoo. xDD. but it was my fault. i threw the ball, and somehow, my hand knocked into janet's elbow. yes, it hurts. and it still hurts. then i left early!
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i met leeyen on the way home. she's a nice girl. heh. well, she had an umbrella, so i din get caught in the rain. we talked a little. small talk. but i think she got kinda bored of me. i dont know her well you see. the only class we have together is lit. so, that's probably all we talked about. oh yes, luckily she had an umbrella, cuz the bus was freeeeezing cold. even though i wasnt drenched, i was still sneezing my way out of the bus.
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okay. loads of homework to do later. better go. five more minutes to my piano lesson. >.<>
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
6:01 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
sakae sunday. :DD
this sunday wasnt as bad as last sunday. i guess. my mom, sis and i had to go to church ourselves. my dad's at some course thingy. but we took a cab. so it wasnt that tiring. but guess what? the cab took the wrong route, and we still had to cross the overhead bridge. heh.
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there was an invited speaker. but it wasnt fantastic. anyway, after service, i wenta eat sakae with my mama and sis! yummies! well, my mom wanted to spend time with us. so, we went to have a treat. then, we went to popoular to get some stationaries and all, then went home. so, i guess today wasnt all that bad.
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and my piano skills are really horrible now. i cant even play a song properly! >.<"
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oh yes, i just finished whatever homework there is to hand in tomorrow. phew! but i'm still left with chinese newspaper cutting. how am i even suppose to pick out an article? i mean i see the words and i go dizzy. the words are so small, and hard to read. lols. it's physically impossible to read the chinese newspaper. xD. oh yes, and A.math test tomorrow! i totally forgot until sher reminded me. >.<>oh gosh. but, i still took out time to blog. i cant let my loyal blog fans down. heh.
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alright. that's all for today. oh yes, i lost 2 kg! AHHHHH!!!!! that isnt good. i dont have alot of kgs to spare. >.<"
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
5:58 PM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
si duo bei lei
alright. i just came home from the bbq. i'll try to type as fast as possible. anyways, i'm still waiting for my sister to bathe finish. the bbq wasnt as bad! not that the people changed or anything. my sister brought her friend along.
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when i reached lavander, i had this really sour look. i mean c'mon la. its.. its.. yea. and i just had to reach 15 minutes earlier. i kept telling myself to maybe, MAYBE, put on a smile. but. tsktsk.. it's just too TOO hard. so my sis saw that, well, she tried to cheer me up. cause, she knows exactly how i feel. and her friend, gary, as well. so seeing that i was all moody and all. and that my phone battery was flat, he lent me his phone. as in swapped. so yea. thanks loads!
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but turned out, i din need his phone. i didnt wanna take it out either. i mean they were pushing each other down the pool. i din wanna risk spoiling someone else's phone. well, before the food was barbecued, the 3 of us, plus one more guy, i guess an outcast as well, were playing black jack and dai di. we are good people. we din gamble. heh. no money was involved. then we ate, and my cell leader came over and talked to gary. well, he's a backsliden christian. i dont know if the talk helped me in anyway. but... ohwells. i'm still thinking very very hard. should i? should i not... >.<""
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so we left at 9++? i'm not sure. i forgot. then we decided to take a bus to chinatown, then take nel back to potong pasir. so, yea, the trip back was mostly filled with "si duo bei lei" it's strawberry in cantonese. heh!
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so though grace didnt come, *scowls at grace*, i still had quite a nice time. but, they didnt have satays. =((. what's a bbq without satays man!! heh. and i have not done my homework! ahhhhh!!! monday's inching nearer and nearer. and nearer and nearer...... oh gosh! i'm dreading every second. well, on the bright side, there's no mt on mondays. that's maybe why i dont have the monday blues. heh. well, but training ruins everything.
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alright. i better bathe. i reek of smoke.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
10:58 PM
sat. sat. saturday!
i had a great sleep. NOT! the only thought that were going through my mind: insomnia? me? i sleep like a pig! (note the word "like") maybe i'm sick or something. i'm loosing appetite, i cant sleep. what next? -.-
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anyway, true enough, that jerk has been bothering my sister again. and my sister spent half an hour? talking to her friend. since i'm sharing the room with her now, i couldnt sleep. so even after the lights were out, i still couldnt sleep. no idea why. and i kept waking up through the night. the only time i actually checked the time was at 5.45 that's crazy! i'll never wake up this early even on a school day! then at 8, i really really couldnt sleep. so i got up. 8!! i slept at 1.30!!! on a weekend! >.<>.<>
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oh great, some people are in my toilet, making a din. i wonder what's wrong with my toilet. heh.
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oh yes, i dont think my grandfather's condition is getting much better. i heard from my mom that he has been misbehaving. sigh. and they even want him in a nursing home! i mean how wrong is that? which old person would want to be put in a nursing home. and can you believe my dad's nerve? i mean he was reluctant to let his OWN dad stay in his house? because of his fishes! how ridiculous is that? it's his own dad for goodness sake. tsktsk.
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alright. there's nothing much to do here.
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toodles
simple/elpmis
9:37 AM
:eltiT
this is probably the first and last time my mom is allowing me to use the com till how late i want to. the puppy dog eyes really do work! it works wonders!
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and after staying up this late. well, it is late for me, i realise the radio plays nonsense late at night. or rather, morning. ooh. i hope grace remembers to exchange her worship duty. she cannot, CANNOT, leave me alone tomorrow. you hear me girl? NO WAY! lols. i love my pillow. oh gosh. i'm talking gibberish now. urhh. yea. that's probably about it. i guess.
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as you can see, i'm trying to maximise my time online, as much as possible. heh. alright, my sister's home, i better go. she doesnt seem alright. =(.
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toodles! and good morning! heh.
simple/elpmis
12:30 AM
Friday, March 17, 2006
hmmmmmmmmMmmMmmmMmmMmmm
ooh. my third post in a day. or is it not? anyway, since i'm online again, i shall blog again. i forgot some things in my previous post. so i'll just add it in here.
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when i reached home, ray started barking. and i was the only one at home. my dad has gone out for some course, my sis has a bbq, my mom and my maid were at the hospital taking care of my grandfather. so i was home alone. and taking pity on ray, i decided to let him out of the cage. and then, i settled down, and started on my porridge. after eating (well, i din really eat) i went to wash up. and i saw ray walking out of my parents' room. and he looked suspicious. some how, i just had this intuition that ray did something wrong. and, i was right! he poo-ed in my parents' room's toilet. so i, had to clear it up. >.<>
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gosh. my entries are in parts. my memory is really beginning to fail me. tsktsk. anyway, i've finished one more holiday homework! so now, i'm left with half of my physics tys, and the physics graph thing, and chinese newspaper cutting (the one i dread most!). ohwell, hopefully i'll finish it by sunday. or tomorrow morning. but i wanna sleeeeep! hopefully the bbq tomorrow wont go too wrong. i hope i hope i hope. >.<>
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
10:06 PM
flower petals
blogger's crazy. i posted one this morning. and it isnt published. anyway... something's really wrong with me. i've been loosing my appetite lately. and i'm in dire need to gain weight. i bought porridge just now, and i didnt even finish half of it. i havent been finishing my dinner lately as well. >.<
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tcc was okay. i had rum and rasin frappe. and vanga joined us later. BUT hexun and latif were sooo quiet. but it was still nice. well, first we talked about the caning stuff. then premarital sex. heh. we arent dirty minded people. i was just talking about someone i knew that had shortgun marriage. and we started talking about it. and to jy and aish: IT IS WRONG! it has wrong written ALL OVER IT. lols. then, urhh. i forgot. heh. then vanga came. and they had some talk about mango and apple.. o.O" then i went home with lalatif and hexun. yupps. the trip back was pretty quiet. well, very quiet. i guess none of us knew how to strike conversation. heh. and i was daydreaming for the whole 9 minutes.
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oh well, i better get to my homework. i wont have anymore time once the weekend arrives. and after the weekend is monday. and you know what monday means? training. >.<>
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
7:18 PM
lalala
wwell. i'm bored. as usual. the school holiday's ending. sighh. and i've not done my homework!!!!!! well, i've started. but i've not finished ALL my homework. i'm soooooooo dead. and i promised lalatif i'll go online tonight. which means i wont be able to do my homework tonight. maybe i should wake up sssuuuupppppppppperrrrrr early tomorrow.
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alright. i better get going.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
1:31 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
i'm just praying and hoping that anything that will go wrong, wont go wrong.
tsktsktsk. anyway. today's physics spa thing wasnt all that bad. mr amos goh is a nice teacher. :) and, after the spa thingy, jhans wanted to eat, so i accompanied her. then mui, sher, saf and hidayat joined us. then i went back with lalatif. congratulate me on tahan-ing his spasticness for half an hour? haha. no hard feelings dude.. :)
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anyway, i'm really sorry for this lousy post. i'm not really in the mood for blogging.
simple/elpmis
8:30 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
vanilla coke = laxatives
today was tiring. after one hour of sculpturing, i was THIS close to dreamland.
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anyway, as usual, i woke up late today. so i rushed outta the house. i din even bother to tie my hair properly, or wear my contacts. the messy hair partly has to do with the fact that I LOST MY CLIPS! argh. anyway, when i reached school, ms tan wasnt there! well, turns out she wasnt feeling too well, and she'ld be late. so i managed to drag muimui to help me with the sculpture. (xuan couldnt make it as well). well, technically, i didnt drag muimui. she wanted to do the sculpture. i mean she rather do the sculpture than the backdrop. so anyway. we spent so long doing the 2nd figurine. and turns out! it was all wrong! so when ms tan, she had to do the form again. heh! so muimui and i did the plastering. well, we did do very badly with the plastering. go easy on us! we're first-timers. hopefully it'll look better with the 2nd layer of plaster. and we have to continue with the sculpture when school reopens. >.<>
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which brings me to my next point. one week so isnt enough! i aint even having a holiday! i have to go back practically everyday. well, except friday. i have to go back for some physics spa thingy tml! >.<>.<
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oh yes, after the sculpture thing, i went to the locker to get my books. then i found jhans, kim, laks, fizzy, and yichou. they were doing their science and tech thingy. so... jhans wanted me to go to sher's house with her. so, being a good friend, i agreed. heh! oh yes, turned out, my locker key was with sher. so anyway, i rotted in the canteen for 1,2 hours? i'm not sure. when finally they finished their discussion, jhans, yichou and i made our way to sher's house
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okay. on our way to sher's house. jhans was smitten with this australian guy. trying to take pictures of him on the bus. lols! then when we reached sher's house... AHHH!! her dog is soooo cute!!!! it is two months old. it is soooooo cute!! anyway, when i reached, they had already designed the wall. so while waiting for yatkhai to get the paint, the guys suggested to play hide and seek. sigh. boys will be boys. so, i just went along with it. it was okay. and, when the paint arrived jhans had to go. and i wanted to go home as well. a whole day out aint fun. so on our way back, we dropped by some petrol station mart thingy. i was sooo thirsty! so i bought vanilla coke.
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at the bus-stop, jhans and i started chatting. and we NEARLY missed the bus! so we were like HEY!!! and thankfully, the bus stopped. and the bus driver looked kinda pissed initially. and a simple "sorry" made things better. he smiled! hehe. and lalatif said he saw us? iono. he said he saw me at the busstop. where i stopped. but that doesnt really make sense. cuz he said he didnt see us board the bus. oh well...
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and so that's my day. oh yes! i finished half of my physics homework. GO ME! heh.
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alright. i better get back to my lit thingy.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
9:22 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
sockeriffic!
today was fun!!!!! fun fun fun! though i came back with a very bad headache, it was very verrrrry fun!
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anyway, i woke up late today. because i set my alarm clock in my handphone, but i set it to silent mode. so the alarm didnt go off. >.<>
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then after that, was better! we went to look for the councillors doing the backdrop after we were done for the day. at first i was kinda bored. and was feeling kinda down. i was kinda down since, yesterday i guess. anyway, then later, when they were done with the backdrop. i guess everyone went crazy. we started taking spastic videos of each other. rather safwan and junqiang took crazy videos of us. i wanted to delete that spastic photo of mine in aish's phone. then sheryl just wouldnt let me. so i ended up on top of her, trying to get the photo. and unfortunately, safwan caught it in his phone! >.<>
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then after that, lekwei and that 'jesus' guy, or rather mohamad were outside. and he wanted to give sher a flower. aWWw. anyway, then we started spinning in chairs, going crazy. and yea, that's how i got my headache. and i was doing something else, when i dont know why, they started squirting water at each other. well rather, junqiang was squirting water. i was practically drenched la. then suddenly, aish was holding cheryl's sock and holding it right beside my face! at first she took a towel to wipe my face or something, cuz my whole face was wet. then it smelt funky. according to aish, it took me 2 seconds to freak out, cuz i realised it was a sock not a towel! ahhhhh!!!! i think i have a pimple now. to make things worst, safwan used his sock as well. and i freaked out, opened my mouth, and i tasted his sock. so safwan, not only you tasted my sock. i tasted yours as well! lols. it has a very salty taste. that i can tell you.. so i went ballistic. i chased him round and round. well, with aish's help, i managed to catch him. and yea! i shoved my sock into his mouth. well not really, but he definitely tasted it. hah! so i went home sock-less. i mean you dont expect me to wear a sock that has gone into his mouth.
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so that was my day.
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tomorrow will be another long day as well. i better finish my homework now.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
8:32 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
i...i...i...i sh..hooul..d...a..ve..k...nowww.nnnnn. tsktsktsk
i knew it. i knew it. i knew it. i knew it. i knew it. you know what. forget it.
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my eye's hurting badly. maybe it's because of the over-dosage of computerism. lols. anyway. tomorrow's gonna be a long day for me again. oh yes! my worst nightmare has returned! my room has ants again! ANTS!! the most despicable, annoying, abhoring creatures on the face of the earth. well, at least i have a new bedsheet. lols. .
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alright, i'm not suppose to use the computer after 11. so i'll stop here.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
10:58 PM
urhhhhh. murhhhh. hurhhhh. lurhhhhh. durhhhhh.
i'll make a quick post. my dinner's already on the table. so today was pretty okay. physics remedial was rather disturbing. mental note to self: never sit beside robelle. lols! no hard feelings! but really, you were too noisy. However..... ALWAYS sit INFRONT of robelle. did i mention she massages so, so, so, so well?! yea she does! so i enjoy during math lessons.
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anyway, i really dont get what mr ng is talking about. but there's always the textbook. okok. i really have to eat now.
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toodles!
and hahaha, show yourself... lols!
simple/elpmis
6:32 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
physics remedial tomorrow. >.<"
today was fun! well, only towards the later part of the day.
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i really am beginning to dread church. i know this is bad. i have nothing against anything in church. except the people there. they're dissing me off! i cant stand it.they leave people out and all. although i grew up in that church. i feel very left out. i mean, the people in church do play a very big role in your stay in the church. so now, i'm dreading every moment in church.
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but my day got much better after that. i went out with gracieeee. well, both of us had cravings for mac and cheese. so.... off we went to pastamania! but, to our disappointment, we didnt find any mac and cheese. so we got some cheesy pasta thingy. lols. and it was too much! grace, now we know, we'll share one plate next time. lols! then we talked alot! ALOT! it's funny how two people who almost agree on nothing, and have totally different backgrounds, and in different schools, can talk so much. i mean i tell her things i dont even tell my sister. grace, you are one privileged girl. heh. so we talked at pastamania, and we talked at tcc. and at esplanade. we're not lesbians. but the people at esplanade might have thought so. but who cares. i see them once in a life time. lols!
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so anyway, i had a great time talking to her. and when we were at esplanade we came to the foyer thingy? i dont know what that place is called. it's around mrs field. anyway, this acapella band were having their sound check there. THEY WERE SO COOL!!! i mean the 'drummer' was like so cool la! both of us were like smitten. from esplanade all the way back we were talking about them non stop. they're playing at esplanade, or rather singing at esplanade, at 9pm. and i obviously cant go out that late. drats! anyway, the mosaic thing is $48!! that's the cheapest ticket! and TONIGHT is the blues concert! AHHHH!!!! but i obviously cant afford it. there's another one at wednesday. man! why cant it be free. lols! oh wells.
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so that's my day.
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i have to start on my lit research thingy.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
8:15 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
NOW the holidays begin!!! hahahahahaha
WEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm ecstatic! i'm overjoyed! i'm over the moon!!!!!! MY PIANO EXAM'S OVER!!!!!!
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seriously. gosh!!! i'm the happiest girl on the face of the earth. anyway. the most disgusting thing happened to me on my way to my piano exam. while i was walking to the busstop from my house. some old OLD man on a bicycle winked at me. he was like looking, looking, looking then he winked. eEWEWEwEWEWe. i wished he just knocked into a lampost and got flunged of his bike. if prasiddha was there, she would be all "EEee!chikopehh! lols! and my skirt wasnt even short la. crazy old man.
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anyway. i guess that's it then. my exam's over! woo hoooooo!!!
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
4:45 PM
oh no. OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh man. it's four hours to my exam. and butterflies are flooding my stomach. oh gosh. imagine what it'll be like just 10 minutes outside the room. or when i'm sitting at my desk, waiting for that dreaded paper to come. >.< ahhhhh!!!!
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okay. i better go do somemore last minute cramming.
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toodles
simple/elpmis
10:12 AM
Friday, March 10, 2006
how many meh meh jumped over the wall?
this is my 80th post. cool huh. heh. and to think i started this whole blog thing because i was bored during the holidays. guess i'll try to keep this up as long as i can.
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for those who are thinking.. aint she gonna start preparing for her piano exam? yes yes.. as soon as i'm done with this blog. i cant believe it!!! it's tomorrow. TOMORROW!!! i might just pee in my pants (or skirt, whichever i feel like wearing tomorrow)!!
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today was okay, as usual. haha. everyday's okay to me. this proves one thing. my life is so boring. but boring, isnt exactly a bad thing, right? but it was a very bad start to the holidays. okay. recently, there's been these fights in school. i'll start with the one i feel very strongly against. okay. weizhi and andy fought. andy, as in andy lin. not andy koh. so anyway. can you believe the fight started just because of sweets? i forgot the details really. but i do remember weizhi poured water on andy, then andy poured HERBAL TEA on weizhi. and it splashed onto yichou's shirt as well. okay, weizhi did start it. he admitted it himself. he said he din mind getting cained. my point is. when mr soh was interogating them, andy denied having to pour the herbal tea on weizhi. here's what he said: "i didnt pour the herbal tea! it was on the floor then it spilt!" and how dumb is mr soh to believe him. i mean, if the herbal tea was on the floor, how did it splash onto weizhi's BLOUSE? i mean weizhi isnt short la. and andy gets away scott-free! now i understand when people say he is a born liar. not to mention a total coward. if he's so afraid of getting cained, why did he even splash the herbal tea in the first place? guys and their ego..
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and yichou... i'm not too sure about that though. but yichou so did not do anything, and he's getting public caining for scolding vulgarities, and uhh. i have no idea what. but i just learnt from fizzy that it's postponed. so hopefully yichou wont get cained. he shouldnt!
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so anyway, i stayed back after school for awhile. i din wanna go home under the scorching sun. meanwhile, i did emath. oh yes, i had quite a good laugh after class. we were playing the "how many meh meh jump over the wall" game. oh gosh. those people who didnt know how to play it were hilarious. and the "bang bang bang" game. yea. and darren still doesnt know how to play it. lols! go figure it out. so that's about it.
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alright. i better get to my piano thingy. and a big thank you to those who wished me good luck! i'll certainly need lots of luck. keep your fingers crossed!
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toodles
simple/elpmis
8:30 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
so i'm just a nobody
today was... horrid? well not really. it wasnt great. that's all. well, at least the radio dj's playing nice songs. anyway.
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school was oookay. but more to the bad side. heh. we had e math, then mother tongue, then chem (i was practically sleeping) then free period. cuz there's this pc thing. actually, you know what? i have no idea why we had that free period. but anyway, there was this free period. and we went to mr lim's class to do the chinese compo. and just as i was about to start, those guys in my class started throwing paper balls across the classroom. so happen that i was in the middle. gosh! what a seat. so anyway, can you believe they still play with paper balls? and guess what? peera threw that stupid paperball, and it smacked right onto my cheek. >.<>.<
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then, it was public speaking time!!!!! lols. i din enjoy it. i mean when i had to present. i was really having cold feet. but i did enjoy other people's presentation. and after that, i had to go home for piano lesson.
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oh yes, the journey back home was pure torture! i didnt know going back at 5.30 would be worst than going back at 6.30. i mean at 6.30, the bus is packed with working people. at 5.30, the bus is packed with construction workers. i'm not being racist here. but it seems to me that those workers are more desperate to get onto the bus than those working people. i mean they squeezed and squeezed, as if that was the only bus in the world. do you know how annoying and uncomfortable it is, when someone's hand is over your head, desperately trying to reach for that little dangling triangle plastic thingy hanging from the ceiling of the bus? i mean you turn your head around, and you're facing that fella's underarms. argh! gross much?! and they were literally breathing down my neck! i know i'm short, but is it my fault? if i wasnt rushing home, i would have gotten down and take the next bus, or the next next bus, or the next next next next next next next next bus.
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okay so after dinner. the worst thing happened. i quarrelled with my sister. and guessed what? i got locked out of my OWN room. how sickening is that? I got LOCKED OUT of MY room! i just had to go out and wash my hands, and get locked out. and i was stucked outside my door, with nothing to do for 45 minutes! way to waste time sam... but this is inevitable really. i knew we were going to quarrel more often since she moved into my room. for those of you who dont know, when my grandfather's discharged, he's gonna stay with me. so my sister is moving in with me. so, there's bound to be more conflict. oh wells. i hope this ends soon. but from experience, our cold war usually lasts a long looong looooooooooooooong time.
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alright, i guess i better be going now. it's late.
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toodles
simple/elpmis
11:21 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Quote of the Day:"Cher... You know how many pages is the dnt folio anot? MANY PAGES!!!" xDDDD
the week so far has been okay. we got back all our ca results. anyways, i'm inching nearer and nearer to my piano exam! argh!! this sucks! i seriously seriously dont wanna fail.
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oh yes. i know why mrs chow is on leave. she's having an operation. she'll be away for 3 weeks. i hope she get's well soon!
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i'm slowly getting used to my teachers. i mean they arent so bad once you get used to them. i mean look at mr lim. he's making an effort to at least smile during lesson. plus! he gave me 3 marks so i could pass my chinese CA! haha. but that isnt why i think he's good. i aint that bias. today's assembly was pretty cool. i din really enjoy the dance by studio wu, instead, the funny part was when volunteers went up to dance. this upper sec malay guy was really hilarious. i mean, he did that worm thing. i have no idea how to put it here, but beattyians, you should know. it was hilarious!
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then after school, i went out with aishu, muimui and belle to mac. then when i returned back to school, there were so little people left! i mean where did everybody go? i expected a 'crowd' to be there. well, apparently everyone went home. so oh well, at least ray was there. and fact 1 about ray: he gets turned on not by seeing girls, but by four-legged furry animals. namely, the dog. xDDD. dude!!!! go see a doctor! hahas. but i'm sure he's just joking. so anyway, i managed to finish most of my homework there. so that's why i can afford to blog here. there's chem test tomorrow. lalalalala. oh yes. and one thing i've learnt this year so far, is that never comment about anything before a test, after test, and when you get your results. you know why? cause it's better to shut up. trust me. heh.
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there's training tomorrow!! AGAIN! i think they're having some selection thingy. i heard that it's only for the 'c' girls, but jhans, on the 0ther hand, heard that it was for both the 'b' girls and 'c' girls. well........ if there IS a selection for the 'b' girls, i guess i would be the first to get kicked off the team. i dont mind really, i just hope they wont take away my points. other than that, i'm perfectly fine with it. gawsh. i really dread every sickening second of this pointless training. and i also heard that we're gonna have training on friday. i usually am day dreaming during those meetings after training. so i couldnt really pick out everything the coach said. but what i heard is that we are having physical training on friday??? as if i aint busy enough????? but if he doesnt come on that day, it makes things a little better. sigh. oh well.
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okay. i guess i better go now. before my mama nags at me again. it's all for my own good.....
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toodles
simple/elpmis
8:51 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
i wonder who is bapalapa-shapalapa-ding-dong..
hmmms. today has been a tiring day. i had cell group. oh yes, i was the keyboardist. or rather sythesize-ist. lols. anyway, it wasnt fun.. but oh well...
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then after cell, sis and i went to kfc. it has been a loooong time since i went to kfc. i think. oh yes, then i had to go straight home soon after. it's that time of the month.
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maybe that's why i've been having these mood swings for the past week. MAYBE. i aint saying it is. just maybe. but seriously. THAT sucks. especially when IT comes with cramps. so guys who are attached, when your girlfriends are having THAT, be smart, and dont make them angry. like mrs chow said, when a woman's angry, she can do anything! heh. well, something like that. i forgot the exact words she said. i hope mrs chow is okay...
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alright, i better get back to my piano homework. like i said, i'm gonna work hard for it. lest i fail it. >.<
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toodles
simple/elpmis
8:56 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
my name is bapalapa-shapalapa-ding-dong. :D
i dont feel like blogging. but, i wont let my loyal blog fans down, i'll just blog. hees. okay. i think mrs chow is on long term leave. aw man! i miss her. hahas. i miss her cute-ness. she's like the cutest teacher alive. haha!
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okay, i shall go in order. firstly, right after assembly, i had to go to miss lio's classroom to look for my water bottle. i left it there after the public speaking course yesterday. >.<>
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then it was amath. i think miss tuan is slowly getting pissed off with our class. but, she's a very good teacher. patient i guess.
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then ting xie. as usual, i was half sleeping. i just cant help it. whenever it's chinese, my brain's like programed to sleep or something. i dont know why. and when i just try to keep myself awake, i end up having migrane. maybe i should get a medical certificate, to say that i'm allergic to chinese or something. hahas! a girl can dream cant she?
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after school, i went to catch big mama with aishu, sukmiiiii, leeyen and mega. it was funny. that show isnt bad. but not fantastic. but it's the company that counts right? come to think about it, there isnt any movie of late that has really left a great impact on me. then after the movie, we went to mac just sit and talk, and sleep. and pretty much do nothing.
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so that was my day. how was yours? lols. dont bother answering. i'm just asking for the sake of asking. heh. i loooove that song in xuan's blog! if we go on together. okay. i guess that's about it.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
9:07 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
there goes my self-discipline
okayokay! i admit. i couldnt resist the computer. well, technically the laptop. i finished my homework, there's no test tomorrow. so.... i just couldnt resist it!!
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today was relatively okay, i got back my physics test. i passed by half a mark. i expected myself to fail, so really the pass to me was really unexpected. for those of ya'll who STILL choose to think "aiya, sam, you dont need to study also can pass la", forget it! i give up. i shant waste my time explaining to you people. if ya'll wanna carry on thinking this way, i cant do anything about it can i? though, i must say, it is highly irritating, annoying, and not forgetting a pain in the ass. i shant carry on.
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training was surprisingly okay. i mean sure, the coach still pissed me off. but the training as a whole was okay. or maybe i'm just learning to resign to my fate. afterall, i cant do anything about it. i'll just have to painstakingly go through the torment of seeing him twice a week. >.<
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okay. i'm braindead. i just vented everything out to my sis and my mom. some things just cant be written here. and who else better to trust than your family members?
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alright. i better stop. get a good night's rest. oh yes, i still have my chinese blog.....
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
10:30 PM