the walk home was pretty good today. on contrary, today was the worst day ever.
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let me start by telling you what happened in P.E. we played captains ball, and i got knocked right smack in the middle of my forehead. yes, embarrassing, i know. but that was probably the 'okay' thing that happened today.
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okay, firstly, i spent nights (well actually just yesterday night) choosing between training, and going for a movie with fizzie and all. so today, i decided to go for training. why? i had no choice, really. i didnt have a proper excuse to excuse myself from training. and today's training was an official training. i mean what kinda stupid system is that? anyway, back to the point. so i had to go for training. and fizzy, really, i really really wanted to go. i mean, yea. i'm really sorry. i didnt have a choice. and i was really in a difficult spot. i mean with all the pressure and all, and for the record, my coach was "very angry" cause very few people turned up. so yea, training still sucked by the way. i hate training really. and i really really really really really really really really really really really am very very very very sorry. =(. i mean i feel very bad. i feel like such a loser. seriously. i'm sorry.
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and the suckiest most sucky sucky shit that happened to day.... I LOST MY PHONE!!! gawshhhhhhh. arghhhhh. ok, so people, do not call, message me whatsoever. i wouldnt reply. and that idiot who took my phone switched it off. so obviously no one can call through. but i put a pin code. so he/she cant go in. unless he/she knows my pin code or sth. arghhhh. how do i know that someone took my phone? okay. u can skip this part if you're not interested. lols. but i know you are. xDD. so anyway, after training, i put on my skirt and realised my phone wasnt there. and when i took my skirt, my wallet was outside my pocket and my handphone was gone. and i couldnt have dropped it, cause aish saw me putting my phone into my pocket before leaving the toilet. and i've combed the school like a gazillion times. okay, so maybe it's 5 times. but i like checked the whole school damn thoroughly. and guess what, i just realised those bastards took my money in my wallet too. arghhhhh. okok. cool downnnn. it's over.
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so that's it my sucky day. but on the upside, after having such a horrible day, some of you guys cheered me up a whole lot. errr. aishu, cherylmay, sherr, and hidayat safwan (though i really dont know you guys) yada yada yada. thanks.
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and my mom took the news pretty well though. she's helping me with all the admin stuff. yay mom! lols
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what a way to start the chinese new year ya?
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toodles
simple/elpmis
8:51 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
contactsssssssssss. >.<
okay, i've to do this 5 weird or random facts about me. so here goes:
1) i can stare blankly into space for a long, looooong time
2) i love staring into blank space
3) i enjoy times alone by myself
4) and yet sometimes i dont xDD
5) i'm pretty much confused most of the time (not that weird is it? lols)
and the people who have to continue: uhh. whoever who reads my blog? lols.
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okay. i wore my contacts to school today. yea, as i expected " SAMMMMM!! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR SPECS????!?!??" or, "SAMMMMMM!! ooh, your eyes ARE small." ok. the one i hate most "YOU LOOK SO RETARDED LORRRRR". okay that's about it. or maybe more, i just cant be bothered anymore. who cares man. my eyes are small. so i look retarded/moronic/stupid (take your pick) with contacts. i'm doing it cause i break my specs far too often. and who cares la. it's not like i look any better with specs. gahhhhh. but i just dont get why the need for unneccesary comments like i look stupid with contacts.
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so even with all these horrible comments, i survived school. after school was okay i guess, i managed to finish most of my chemistry tys and my math homework, even with all the distraction. but still, it was entertainment in a way or another. so thanks kenneth, shixiong, mui mui and AISHUUUU. lols. oh yes, and latiff of course. dont worry dude, your pimple will go down. =)
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okay. so tomorrow is supposedly a half day. BUT my totally brainless school decided to make it a full day. as in school still ends at 12.30. and the worst part is, cca continues. which means, i have to go for training. and do you know what i hate about that? yes, the coach! he makes us pick up balls. and just stand there like goondoos. like hellooo?!?!!?!?! 15 people getting 1 ball. doesnt that sound ridiculous. goshh. and my peeps are gonna watch memoirs of a geisha. i so wanna watch that show!! arghhhh. this stinks man. and what's more, it's "celebrating" fizzy's birthday, i guess. yes! FIZZY!! i really really wana go... but there's this tournament shit coming along, and at the same time, i dont wanna go, cause training is really, REALLY useless. well on the upside, i do not need to attend mother tongue lesson. yayness!
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oh, and did i mention? the previous training, the coach wore such a small shirt, that the moment he lifted up his hands to spike or serve a ball, his pudgey fats were displayed for us to see. that's just sick and wrong.
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chinese new year is coming! that means money. wuhahahahahaas.
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oh yes, my grand dad's down with some colon cancer thingy, i think. but it's cancer, and it has to do with the anus, and the colon, and blah blah blah. you get the idea. his anus is already gone. so let's just pray and hope that his cancer doesnt spread to other parts of his body.
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alright, i've got to go.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
10:10 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
bty vs cedar
i'm backk. i know i'm suppose to be studying for my geog and chem test tomorrow, and possibly my chinese spelling, but i am soooooo bored right now. since school reopened till now, i've not even had lunch at home once. i'm just saying it to show how much i'm staying in school. and it's only january! >.<
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anyways, today, we played against cedar. we lost. duhhh. but i felt they played a pretty good match. but mr. square-ass still made so much noise. oh wells. we still have one more match to go. jia you!
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i've got my contacts ready. but i'm afraid to wear it to school, or church or anywhere else. lols. i know this sounds weird. >.<"". and you might be thinking, then why did she even get contacts? okay. i din really have a choice. my specs and my spare specs broke in a week. if this carries on, it would waste like so much money? so my mom wanted to get me contacts.
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okay. i really have to go now, i cant multi-task. i'm on e phone with sheryl now. so sheryl, you should be honoUred that i gave up blogging just to talk to you. xD.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
8:53 PM
Friday, January 20, 2006
grrrrr.!
i really dont know what to say. i really shouldnt be feeling this way. >.<>
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anyways, today was a really bad day. i so hate the new coach. gawsh. i wish he'ld just drown himself and die. firstly, i cant stand his face. i know what half of ya'll are thinking of now. i know i aint pretty, but still, i hate his face. and secondly, i really really cant stand people who wear tight shirts, when they are fat. thirdly, he stutters. do you know how much that annoys me. gawshhhhh.
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today during training, he made us do some push up thingy, as in stay in prone position, i mean i dont mind that la. then later, after doing one set, he made us do it out in the court. where it is FREAKING WET. it just rained, for those of ya'll who are wondering "why is the court wet?". so yea, on the wet floor? i mean that's just crazy. his reason:" y'all complain inside (indoors) no space whattt, so i let ya'll do outside la. got so much space". argh. he simply annoys the shit out of me. he's just doing that cause we all hate him.
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he has something against me too, i guess. pretty normal i guess. arghhh. this is making me dread training even more. i mean just when i was beginning to enjoy volleyball trainings a little bit, they had to change to this damn coach. arghhhhhhhh. i am soooo frustrated with the school. @#$^&*$%
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A. math is driving me crazy. argh. it's only january, and the work's already beginning to pile up. sheesh man. oh yes, which reminds me, "DONATE YOUR BLOOD PEOPLE!!!! the country's in need of your blood". okay, i have done my part.
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oh, and for the record, my internet connection's still driving me crazy. okay, i shall stop here.
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toodles
simple/elpmis
10:01 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
to all loyal blog fans. xD
have not blogged for a looooong time. to all my loyal blog fans. i'm so sorry. hahas.
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i cant go online that often now. but today, i finished all my homework in school. yay me! except for my el compo, but that's to be handed in on monday. so anyway, for now, i'm FREE.
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school has been kinda normal these few days, except for a few conflicts, and i'm kinda confused now. but it'll all go away soon, i hope.
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oh yes, my internet connection is driving me crazyyyy. to all those techno wizzes out there, here's a question : does the distance away from the router for a wireless connection affect the internet speed? cuz the further away i go from the router, my internet speed gets laggier. oh wells.
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alrightt. i shall stop here, i'm brain dead really.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
9:21 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
i'm running out of titles. >.<
okay. i didnt blog for a few days. i aint gonna say what happened. cuz most of ya'll who actually bother to read this might doze off.
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so anyway, today was cca orientation. it wasnt as fantastic as last year's (according to some), but i had fun, a little. pulling the sec 1s into vball. although i aint all that enthusiastic about this volleyball thing, but pulling in the sec 1s was fun. oh yes, and janet, i too wish that cedar girl would join. i absolutely love her laughter.
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oh yes, before i forget, one thing that made me a little pissed of today was that i got caught by mr singh just by having a friendship band on my ankle. okay, firstly, i intended to take it out when i reach school. i obviously do not want to take out my shoes, and socks and then my friendship band in public. not that school isnt public. but there's less people there. he even asked for my class and name. at first i said 2e1. then i realised i'm sec 3! so i was like "nono. 3e2". so i assume he thought that i was being rebelious or sth. hello? it's normal to get a little blur sometimes. sheesh.
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which brings me to my next point. Beatty's new Discipline Master. button up your collar button?! i mean that's total bullshit la. who goes around buttoning up their collar button. it's singapore dammit. where it's hot and sunny. and singapore!! it's on the equator. meaning it's super super hot. dammit. i mean at least ask us to pull up our ties, not BUTTON up the collar. i mean that's really ridiculous. and did i mention how much i hate his face. gosh. how i hate beatty. it's a screwed up school. which brings me to my other point.
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they transferred students from e3 to e4 and vice versa. i know i'm from e2 and this has totally nothing to do with me. but still, i feel very pissed for them. i mean how can the school do that. why couldnt they arrange the classes before school reopened? sheesh.
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argh. and what pains, annoys and irritates me the most is that, all of these rantings wont change the fact that i'm in such a brainless school.
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anyway, i went for a movie recently. on tues i think. hari raya haji. and watched the stupidest movie ever. the dark. gawshh. we intended to watch king kong. but.. it was sold out. until now, it's still sold out. but oh wells, i'll go some other time.
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ok, i'm ushering tomorrow. and i have to wear a skirt. what i dread is not wearing the skirt. but wearing the skirt TO church. i mean i wear skirts out. but to church? let's just say i'm afraid of change and what people say of me. but as for tomorrow, i dont really have much of a choice do i? -.-
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okay. it's getting late. i'll have to wake up early tomorrow. ushering.
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toodles.
simple/elpmis
10:33 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
school homework piano. blahhhhhs.
i have not been blogging for quite some time yea. fizzy's 'complaining' already. i know you guys miss me la. xDD. so anyway. not much homework from school YET. but i'm sure in time to come, i wont even have time to come online. i have more of my piano homework. piano theory exam's coming. >.<
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anyway. today was quite okay, though i didnt really enjoy physics at first. cause of my seat. i had a terrible seat. not only am i not with my friends, i have to turn my head so much, to see the whiteboard. sheesh. life's unfair. but oh well, mr desmond chan made things better by explaining to us how to measure volumes of irregular solids with a plasticine made into a shape of a *ahem* and pulling it in and out from the measuring cylinder. okok. i shant elaborate. you guys use your imagination. xDD
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training was okay too i guess. i mean, not that taxing. i didnt really play. so yea, it was alright. just that janet sprained her arm or sth. takkaire ya? hahas. alright. i dont have much time here. i have to do homework. >.<
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
8:36 PM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
school
okay. my specs broke two times in a day. >.<
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the past few days of school wasnt all that bad, it's just that most of my friends are involved in peer support. so i'm usually left alone. oh yes, with jhansi. so anyway, yea. it's like that. and aish, really, thank you for all your concern. but i'm fine, really. =).
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i'm still getting used to carrying all those thick books to school. lessons arent that bad. but it's hard to say. it's only the 2nd day of school. today's chem lesson wasnt that bad. we had a little hands on. just trying the apparatus. but it's better than nothing.
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so after school, aish, xuan, cheryl, pravin, wei wei, sukma, laks, kriff, jhans and widya went to braddell mac. it was kinda boring. but still, company's good.
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okay. guess i've got to go.
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toodles!
simple/elpmis
5:37 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
blahhhhhhhhh
it's a brand new year. 2006. not excited though. 2005 passed on pretty fast dont you think? i mean. i dont really know how to put this in words. but yea. 2005 wasnt exactly a great year for me. but we all learn for experiences dont we? i just pray and hope that i'll pull through this year. >.<
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i wont blog so often from tomorrow onwards. i shall try to abstain from the computer. though it is such a temptation. i have not finished my chinese homework. i shall try to rush. if i dont finish it by 10, i'll just sleep. lols.
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aitee. c you beattyians tomorrow! i hope it snows tomorrow. >.<
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toodles.
simple/elpmis
8:50 PM