Wednesday, February 22, 2006
i'll gouge out your eyeballs and feed 'em to the dogs. hmphs.
today's training sucked!! argh. i'm so pissed with that coach. as;lkfj34^@&246SADahedrhy54&W457e$Y27&*wershs!!! arghhhh!!!!!!!!! he so ruined my mood for the rest of the day. well, thankfully training's at the end of the day. so he din ruin majority of my day. i feel like gouging his eyeballs out and feed them to the dogs!! arghhh. okok. forgive and forget. xDD. it's hard okay....
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anyway, the school day was okay. geography was pretty normal, then A. math, and ss. AND, as usual, we couldnt find a seat. so we had to squeeze. and now, the moment you all have been waiting for..... yes, i failed my chinese test. i cant believe jiayan got 42! she's top in our class btw. so CONGRATULATIONS jiayan!! or should i say jiayan-r. lols. anyway, back to me. i expected myself to fail. i mean hellooo?!?! i passed my chinese spelling by a measly 1 mark. but hey! i didnt fail THAT badly. so i'm kinda satisfied. though i really really wanna pass. well AT LEAST a pass.
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i survived today's chinese lesson. TWO WHOLE PERIODS! lols. i guess mr lim isnt all that bad. i mean his lesson today wasnt bad. he even gave us a break. so yea. that really helped me stay awake for the rest of the lesson. and the rest of the lessons for the day was pretty normal. then came training......
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i really dont know where to start. i'm so angry. we had this drill thingy, and he'ld spike the ball at us. so okay, for those of you who know me, you should know that i'm afraid of balls. dont think otherwise. i really mean balls. so why did i join volleyball you ask? i dont know really. it's a long story. but whatever it is, i'm stuck with this cca, and that coach. THAT coach. so anyway, when he jump-spiked the ball, i dodged. i mean. that's like natural reaction for me. then he continued spiking the ball really hard at me. but i seriously dont mind, i mean if it's for training wise. so when i told him can he not jump, i wanted to start off small. then he was like "what's the difference if i jump? huh? huh? what's the difference?" yes, that's the way he talks. simply irritates me. like DUHHHH. the ball will be harder. okay, so maybe he has higher expectations of me cuz i'm a sec 3. but helloo?!?! he did the exact same to a sec 1 girl! i mean hellooooo?! that's her third training! only her third training! that's like crazy la can. arghh. i still have to see him on monday! and for the rest of the mondays and wednesdays for one and a half more years!!!! ARGHHHHH. and i cant leave early on monday next week! my teacher brought forward the lesson to saturday! hmphs.....
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so anyway, after training, cheryl mui, sher and i went to the canteen. xuan, lalatif, hexun, kenneth, ray were about to leave. but i managed to make them stay and accompany me to do math. heh. unless they were staying back for other reasons.. but anyhow, THANKS KENNETH AND RAY for helping me with my amath. i think i kinda lost my sanity after my training. i was far too pissed. but when i reached home, i knew how to do it! lols. or maybe cuz i already done it once. anyhow, thanks you guys!
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oh yess, and before i forget, thanks cheryl muimui, for letting me vent my anger during training. dont get the wrong idea, i din vent it out ON her. i dont know how to say it. anyhow. thanks gal!!!
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toodles ya'll
simple/elpmis
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