the complexity of simplicity

Sunday, February 26, 2006

the capital of duh. uhhhhh.

lalalala. i'm crazy. i have so much to do, and yet i'm online. but! i'm here for a reason. i just came online to sign up for my grade 8 practical. argh! retaking is so un-cool. hehe. anyway, i better pass this time's exam. if i fail AGAIN, my mom wont pay for my piano lessons anymore. and guess what?! the exam's $307! that's crazy! but oh wells. all that for the cert. and... i'm so gonna practice the piano day and night until my fingers have blisters after my theory exam. it was because i was sooo complacent. or rather lazy, the previous exam, that's why i failed. and i'm not, i repeat, NOT gonna let history repeat itself. i'm sick of the exam pieces too. >.<

i'm just two weeks away from my theory exam. wish me luck! >.<

anyway, thanks for all your concern. yesterday at cell, the message was super relevant to me. like the message was specially made for me or something. lols. i forgot the details of the message, but whatever it is, it was telling me to cast all my cares unto him. yea. something like that. man! i hate my short memory. so i shant fret so much about the problem. i guess i'll just take one step at a time.

so anyway, after cell, my sis and i went to macs, then made our way home. and i was rushing my homework. now i believe my mom when she says i have poor time management. exactly! look at this. LOOK AT THIS!!! i'm actually blogging and i havent started studying for my physics test. and oh yes! fyi, i hate it when people say this to me, "aiya, you so smart one... dont need to study also can one la...." seriously. do you think i get my results just like that? oh no, i'm not like peera. hahas. talking about peera, i cant believe he can top the class in math when he's constantly asleep. oh wells. these people are people you should be saying that line to. not people like me. anyway, back to me. soooo. i'm gonna ban myself from the computer starting from after i finish this post. if you see me online on a weekday, feel free to urhh... do something that will make me go offline. hahas. i seriously have baddddd time management.

ohyes, then i had piano lesson after cell, at 7.45. so.. that meant that i missed Pirates of the Carribbean on disney channel! i wanted soooo sooo much to watch that show. i only managed to catch the first few parts and the last part. so anyone! with the vcd or dvd, please please!!! lend it to me? hehe. so anyway. my piano teacher came. her eyes were red. and i, stupidly, went to ask her, "ehh. cher. how come your eyes so red?" i thought she just came back from work and was feeling tired. but she was crying! argh. dumb, sam. DUMB! okay, she just got a divorce. funny thing. her divorce was over the children, and in law. her husband and her relationship was pretty good. so anyway, both parents want the custody of the three kids. but, her husband, being such a dirtball, made false, groundless accusations of her abusing her kids. so the custody went to the husband. okay. obviously, she did not abuse her kids! let me tell you what false accusations her husband said.

she belts her kids
her brother pinched her youngest daughter's private part

okay, i forgot, but there were more! okay, firstly, she did not belt her kids, she uses a belt, but she hits it on the furniture to 'scare' them. and her brother sooo did not pinch her youngest daughter's private part. you might be thinking, why did i sooo readily believe her. firstly, she doesnt have any reason to lie to me. secondly, i've known her since K2! duhhh!! and her husband even made the youngest daugher go for full body check up. and that means blood test, and stripping in front of the doctor. i mean the doctor has to check. i mean imagine the trauma the daughter is going through. eww. so why my teacher cried on saturday, she had to bring her youngest daughter back to the father's house. and the youngest daughter didnt want to go, and cried la. so... divorce harms the children. oh yes! and when her husband reported the abuse to the police, the police didnt care much about the case, cuz they knew it was fake, and they thought it wasnt important. and who knew, the judge actually took those into consideration. and because of that, it was so hard for my teacher to find a lawyer, cuz the lawyer also believed that she was a abuser, until her youngest daughter sent her a sms saying, "mommy, i miss you" see! what a dirtball! jerk.....
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okay, today's service was pretty boring. then after service, the youth went out to eat, cuz uncle james gave us money for helping him out at his wedding. but i decided to pass. i guess ya'll should know why. so i followed my mom to thomson plaza. she had to get some boxes to pack the house. my granddad's moving in as soon as he gets discharged from the hospital. so i went to popular to reload my pencilbox. lols. and, to ntuc. so it wasnt so bad. i mean hey! i helped my mom with her errands, spent quality time with her. so yea, my afternoon was pretty well spent. i'm such a filial daughter arent i? xDD.
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sighhhhh. there's training tomorrow. and since i had piano lesson on saturday, i cant leave training early tomorrow, which means more painful seconds of seeing the coach's face. yes, that is how much i dread seeing his face. or rather, going for his training. >.<
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alright, it's getting late, i still have to do my newspaper cutting. ahhhh!! shoot me will you? i'm as good as dead anyway.
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toodles!

simple/elpmis

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