Thursday, December 15, 2005
frigging hands. >.<
okay. today isnt my day. my mom came home early. she saw me on the computer. i'm on the computer alot. at least that's what she thinks. so she made me play the piano for her. for those of you who don't know. i failed my grade 8 practical recently. but she's letting me retake next year. and at the same time, i'm taking my grade 7 theory for piano march. okay. so everything's really packed for me. so i played for her. well i played well. i mean relatively well.
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but she just had to make me practice the piano for one hour. i admit i'm a lazy pig, and i aint a fantastic pianist. so at 8, after dinner, i went to play the piano. okay. firstly, the weather's retarded. it's very hot. well, that's singapore! >.<>
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next. I HATE MY FREAKING SHORT FINGERS! they can barely stretch an octave, which by the way, is 8 notes. that's for those of you who are wondering. and the damn composers who freaking composed those freaking difficult songs just had to compose songs that can only be played by people with long fingers. have they ever spared a thought for those people who might have difficulties with stretching their pathetically peuny fingers? but what can i do? all the songs are like that! blast those damn fingers. talking about pathetic. my whole body's small. i'm petite, i'm short, i'm skinny. i dont deny. and that's what i hate. so i have small, short, pathetic fingers. and thus, i cant play my exam pieces properly. and i get very flustered. plus the bad weather. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ughhhh.
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which reminds me. how pathetic i fare at volleyball too. the net is slightly higher than 2 meteres. while i'm standing at a pathetic 1.49 meters. i have to jump approximately 50 cm before i can reach the top of the net. and this is a great disadvantage to me. up till now, i cant spike the ball properly. i only learnt how to serve this year. and the only thing that i can do well is receiving. which i dont do so well on the court cause of all the pressure. being small sucks. not only do you get mocked at, you are at great disadvantage. so now tall people who are reading this, this is exactly how a small person feels. not that she is feeling inferior or anything, she's just frustrated at her pathetic size right now, cuz she CANT FREAKING PLAY HER EXAM PIECE!
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BLAST THE DAMN EXAM! >.<"
simple/elpmis
9:11 PM
